“If the stars should appear one night in a thousand years, how men would believe and adore.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson
ihatelookingbackintothepastandrealisinghowmuchivechanged.dontgetmewrong,iwasnt happyasthepersoniusedtobe, but i get so lost in the divide between who god wants me to be and what im expected to be. i feel like there is so much pressure on me. i feel likeivelostmyselfsomewherealongtheway. mysecuritynolongerliesinwhereitusedto, i feel like im bumbling,floatingaroundtryingtonegotiateapathtoHim. i want to run into suddenly being the person i dream of being.
